Lo main fir se aa gaya....

After a long hiatus heyy people em back again .. I had almost forgotten about this new venture of mine :P . Had it not been for the suggestion of a caring and a generous soul, I may not have relaunched myself as a blogger. I am not a great writer but i try to be honest to myself and to the world out there. Its March 2011 and there have been so many things happening in my life. As I went through my previous blog I could not help but reminisce about all those moments I spent thinking and retrospecting. HAHA..what a time that was. I went through a break-up , cried my heart out, prepared and appeared for CAT, tried my hands at film making, made new friends, so on and so forth. But I didn't become a Civil engineer. I just didn't want to .That was one thing I was always clear about. I was just not made for it. Now as I sit in my room of this hostel no -13 writing again more for myself than any other soul on this earth, I think about my life that has come a full circle. I am back as a student again , back to the city of Nawabs only this time as a student of management from one of the premier B-schools (or so they call it) 'Indian Institute of Management'. I am still trying to fit myself in this ' prelude to the corporate world' (as i put it). I am still not very clear about what i want to do in life but those umpteen thoughts have boiled down to just two options - either I put my life into studying marketing , take a job with one of those big FMCGs and enter an ocean buzzling with all those creative ,competitive and furious whales who are always exploring new waters feeding themselves off smaller and weaker fishes or the second option is to give it a shot to film making, my long cherished dream. I still have a year left to figure out things but for the time being i sign off with a note that I will try and keep the world posted and yes as a big movie buff I would take you into the nitty gritties of the world of cinema seen through my eyes from the next post :)

kya karun ki na karun ye kaisi mushkil hai

heyy everyone...
my first time as a blogger :) everyone seems to be into this ...i thought to give it a shot too . em starting this blog more for myself than others . Its like bringing out my deeply entrenched feelings to the paper sharing it with the world ( actually starting it more out of boredom). I am a person fresh out of college sitting idle at home courtesy global crisis. The most ironic part is that em placed with a reputed software company but still at home :) ... yet to be informed about my joining date. Hmmm i am just sooo confused about everything at the moment. Should i try to get into some other company, may be some PSU ??? i dnt know ...i just feel exhausted incapable of starting it all again .. too scared of goin through all those civil engineering courses @$#@$$% .. my batchmates are doing it though ( God save their souls)..or hey should i start preparing for MBA ... i did it last year too all in vain :).. umm just waiting for that day when i l wake up in the morning as an enlightened and a realized being .......